update

I'm not really in a writing mood so much, so here's a brief update on whats been going down.

Last weekend was fun times, dive hoping on Friday night with the homies, HAMMERED. Also Shawn and I went to the spillways behind lower lake to paint, ended up having to hide from a park ranger for like twenty minutes. That was fun, just like the good ole days. Later that same day Danny's jeep got slammed into by some broad while parked in front of Jim's house, it was bad. At least her car was, DC's Jeep had minimal damage. Uhhh work was hard this week, hella long days every day.

My mom got her disability which is a relief...

Saw Avatar last night. Amazing.

Turn around shootin at the monster till his knees are weak

Well, as unbelievable as it may sound, the state of California denied my mom's disability claim, over a mistake on the form, she now has to appeal...in front of a judge. We have tried to call these fucking people everyday for weeks, each time we're or sent off on an endless automated loop of bullshit only to eventually receive a message telling us that they've reached the maximum amount of calls they can take a day. These people are criminals, humanity is skin deep. These government people, whoever the fuck they are...they do this subtle conniving shit to rip people off and get away with it, everyday. Id like to meet the guy who decided that being in a coma for two weeks and layed up in the hospital for a month isn't enough to get you disability, id like to meet him and then knock his fuckin teeth out. So anyway, the house payment is due on Friday and my mom has no money. Soo I'll be paying all 1500 dollars of that, which eventually I will get back, but I'm about to be buying my tickets to Morocco soon, and it just hurts to take such a chunk of change out of my savings account when all I've done since I started the account is add to it. That's the way it goes I guess.

So this weekend was nice, Friday we went out to the Shattuck Down Low and checked out this random reggae band, they were alright. Nice venue tho. Saturday I helped out my neighbor Rob with some painting at his house, which was cool we painted but we mostly blazed, drank beer, and laughed at dumb shit. Later that night I ended up going to another reggae show at Sweet Fingers in San Leandro, which is a Jamaican bar I never knew about...anyway these guys were great and we hung out with them after the show and chopped it up for a bit. They told us a bunch of stories, everything sounds cool in that accent. Anyway, I wanna go to Negril, Jamaica some day "ders a party on da beach der everynight mon". The next day Jimbo and I shot out to Hollister Hills and throttled down in his Toyota for a bit. 4-wheelin is always a good time.

anyway, I'm thinking about finally making a facebook.

I dont feel like im falling

Because I'm so high.

Amy and I are going to Morocco at the end of May, possibly Egypt? FUCK I'm excited for that. My moms home and getting better everyday. I'm on the brink of a lovely Thanksgiving, five day weekend with plenty to be thankful for. On Friday Jimmy and I might roll out to Pismo Beach for some four-wheelin dune mobbin good times.

This morning I noticed that at some point last night someone backed into my car, there is certainly a healthy new notch in the bumper...at first I was really mad, it doesn't look to nice but it doesn't matter...I'll fix it eventually. I spent like three hours today cleaning my room, that doesn't happen often...I found like 11 lighters.

this is all over the place.

goodnight.

at long last

my mom is home frome the hospital, what an ordeal.

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I haven't posted anything for a while. Not much has changed, its just been work then visit with Moms at the hospital everyday. She is getting better, but the doctor informed us this morning that its going to be a long road to recovery because her lungs are damaged. Patience is a virtue that I'm running thin on, though I know were gonna get there.

This weekend was alright, Friday a bunch of us went out to downtown San Mateo to celebrate Amy's birthday, nothing to extravagant but we had a good time. Halloween night was fun, Halloween fucking rules, it always has. I did notice that there weren't that many kids out trick or treating this year which is sorta sad, its a dying holiday, when I have kids I'm bringing that shit back. Anyway we all ended up at this house party out in Livermore it was a drunken good time, which I really needed. Some of the highlights include: Zac falling backwards out of a wheelchair about four times, Codes getting his ghetto onesy ripped off, and Shawn puking out DC's van while driving home on the freeway.

Well, I guess its off to Eden Hospital again...I hate that place, hospitals suck the life out of you, but I gotta go visit for a while. After that Amy and I are gonna run various errands then screw around with the food dehydrator I got her for her birthday.

Later.

out of the woods.

We made it, my Mom's condition has greatly improved, shes awake now and tomorrow their thinking they may be able to turn off the breathing machine. Good fucking news. Let me just take this time to let out a huge sigh of relief....At the beginning of this week things were, well uncertain and very scary, God I cant even imagine what id do if I lost my mom at 24, I don't even want to think about it.

In other also good news I went to court for that fireworks bull shit and it got reduced to an infraction and I have to pay a fine of 250 dollars. I got off hella easy, because I rule. Life rules, it throws curve balls, but it makes us stronger.

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Mom's in the hospital. Hooked up to a machine that breathes for her, she has an infection in her lungs and untill they can drain it all out she is to remain in pretty much a medically induced coma. It sounds so bad when I write it, but they tell me that they expect her to make a full recovery it just takes time...

The waiting is hard, and just feeling sorta powerless...Deep down I feel like she is gonna be ok, I really do, but of course im scared, becuase while the doctor says he expects a full recovery this is a serious thing. Shes stable tho, and im told repsonding well to what they are doing, so far so good. Its just gonna be kind of a rough week, its gonna be ok tho.